Vicious Circle...Returned

Morning,

I am at the gym trying to get all the anger out of my system following a major kick off with predominantly my sister and latterly my mother last night. It all stems from a day out that I had with a few friends at Bluewater - I thought I was a bit of a shopper and yet one of my good mates spent £125 on a pair of Ugg boots, those woollen ones which we thought would cost about £25 more than that!

Anyhow, the frustration for me is that they have no problems spending money ad infinitum and I do. I thought that spending the levels that I did was pretty excessive - and yet I have my sister who takes off me in excess of £200 every month - purely for her bills but in a way because I'm a fucking fool.

Now, I said last night that I wanted a break from the status quo and spending what is in essence about 40% of my wages every month on rent and keeping my sister cushy.

Because I want to leave home, my sister called me some pretty nasty stuff. That in itself caused me to drag up some nasty stuff from a long time ago. So not useful for anyone.

What this does to me however is this: it puts me in a position that I vowed I wouldn't be put in. The position that, I am in their eyes screwing them over, instead of actually doing what the majority of people my age do - fly the nest. It seems in their opinion, anyone who does that must be a selfish cunt. Their words not mine!

Haven't got a clue what I'm going to do from here!

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Closer To The Truth?

Morning,

I see that the former attorney general, Lord Goldsmith is in front of the Iraq enquiry as I write this. The question that everyone wants to know is that whether or not he was ever put under any form of pressure to change his mind regarding whether or not in his eyes, any charge into war was legal or illegal.

One minute it was illegal, next it was legal.

What, or probably more pertinently whom made him change his mind and why did he change his mind?

Should be an interesting day...


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So That’s That...

The Iraq war was not legal...

So now that’s clear, when does the war crime trials begin?

Not holding my breath on that one...

Could Be Worse...

Morning,

All kicked off at home yet again this morning, just before I left for some overtime at work, she has no money following her expedition to Tesco out of town yesterday. She had previously given me the £20 that I gave her for some emergencies - during the recent blast from the East.

You do not need to guess what I have subsequently done! Luckily, there are no Badminton courts avaliable for tomorrow night, so I don't need to spend as much as I thought I would. So I've got about a tenner to live on up till Thursday when I get paid.

Still it could be oh so worse...


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Dropping Into The Shitter...

Evening,

Not for the first time in his leadership, and I use that term extremely loosely – Chairman Brown yesterday made an ridiculous and wrong calculation.  By agreeing to give evidence in the Iraq Enquiry being held by Lord Chilcott before the inevitable anal-fisting fucking that Labour are going to get at the General Election – he is risking making Labour’s performance at that impending election even worse than what the polls are saying they are going to be already.  That is so fucking clever, Gordon.

Of course it was Chairman Brown’s idea to have an enquiry into the whole face behind the biggest militaristic fuck-up, this side of Suez.  Not that you would think it was a enquiry.  I saw Jack Straw take questions from the panel and it all seemed a bit too la-di-da for my liking.  At one point when one of the panellists was coughing like he was going to go down the Jade Goody route, Comrade Jack, offered him a fucking cough-sweet. 

A FUCKING COUGH-SWEET.  The fucking twat, like the rest of that spineless cabinet at the time, should be cooped up in a 9x6 jail deep in the Hague for their fucking crimes.

Now, one of my main reasons that I think that Mr Brown has made such a seismic fuck of a decision is that next week, the former vicar of that Parish is going to be taking evidence before that enquiry.  Mr Blair, will no doubt be only be too happy to throw some of the blame of the war happening the way that it did at his arch-nemesis.  Naturally...

One further observation that I have seen about the Chilcott inquiry, which make Gordon’s decision all the more absurd.  It has linked him to the inner circle who decided on our Iraq policy in a way that no one has before, its also bringing in yet more of the current Labour Cabinet in to the spot light too, and right before the General Election.  There are some who should be worried about keeping their seats at the table, let alone going for the corpse...

But the inquiry has also had the opposite effect of disconnecting the current Conservative leadership and their party from the decision completely. Gordon Brown never had a political antennae to speak of, but leaving the General Election to run along side this inquiry has got to rank up there with some of his other dreadful political judgements.  Leaving Brown drowning in his own shit...

Lessons Learnt...

Morning,

I see the newspapers have gone big on the South Yorkshire children attack by those two brothers, going down the same old fucking tack as Call Me Dave - no doubt putting their own fucking prejudices in front of their clued-up, or in the case of the Scum or Fail, clueless readers/retards (delete accordingly...)

Remember the perpetrators are children, they deserve and warrant the same treatment as would be given to murderers and Paedophiles. We as a society should be judged not just how we treat victims of crimes, but the guilty of such heinous crimes.

As I stated last night, the way that the murderers of James Bulger were dealt with, is a case in point and is seen by many in social services as the way to deal with such offenders.

Let them have their anonimity and allow them to try and rebuild their own lives, which up to now have been nothing short of disgusting. Perhaps it will start making the intelligensia wonder what makes those children from working class communities do such acts of barbarism.

20 years since that murder of James, and still the working classes are ignored...


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Substantial To Severe...

It’s just broken on the news channels that Britain’s terror level has been raised from there being a strong possibility chance of a attack on the UK or its interests abroad to highly likely.  The Home Secretary has just made a pre-recorded statement for the channels – looking very dapper for a Friday evening...

Makes sense...there is an election due within a few weeks...

Perhaps they should introduce the same kind of threat levels for the British economy.  Right now we’d be at CRITICAL with an imminent threat of a George Osborne attack on the British economy.

Saying that though, Labour, by falsifying intelligence, have shown they cannot be trusted. They’ve earned this situation where any and all such pronouncements of EXTREME TERROR DEATH ALERT must be treated with pronounced scepticism or outright hostility.

Anything to stop Chairman Brown meeting his maker...

Like Blair Before Him...Cameron The Opportunist...

Nobody can help but be appalled by the shocking case regarding the two brothers who were convicted today for their part in a sadistic assault of two young children in South Yorkshire.  Although it has not had the blanket media coverage that other sickening cases have had in the past, such as the murder of James Bulger or the case of Mary Bell before that, it is another shocking example of just how evil some children can be – albeit not helped by the brutal upbringing that they have had.

However, the way that the politicians of this country have reacted to the case is similar to both of the cases mentioned above.  In the aftermath of the Bulger trial, which was the first trial that I can vividly remember, if only for the mob mentality that there was outside Preston Crown Court the evening that those two young boys were led away to spend time in a secure home – what is only being mentioned now is the way Tony Blair, back then the Shadow Home Secretary reacted to the case.

Blair was rightly condemned for getting involved at the time for using the death of a child for political advantage.  The argument that the torture and murder of Bulger by two ten-year-old boys was a symbol of the decline of Britain under the Tories was morally and empirically unsound.  I think the term that Blair used back then was that the murder was "a hammer blow against the sleeping conscience of the nation".  Such attacks take place without reason or pattern.  They are, thankfully, too rare to tell us much about the state of the nation.

So for Cameron to go on the attack for exactly the same reason is somewhat concerning.  Is there anything at all, that politicians have learnt in the intervening twenty or so years?  Highlighting individual cases such as Cameron and Blair previously did does nothing at all to help, in fact it hinders such work.  The hysterical response of the Scum and other tabloids to the death of Baby P led to a social work recruitment crisis that continues to endanger children.

Also there is another point to be made regarding the Bulger case, which is very important.  Regardless of how brutal and disgusting the assault was on those two children – these two who committed this attack are themselves children.  If there is a precedent for the reform and rehabilitation of child criminals publicly assumed to be fundamentally evil and beyond all form of help that the state could give, then it comes in the form of Jon Venables and Robert Thompson.  For in the aftermath after their conviction their abduction and murder of James Bulger, the 10-year-olds were not just deprived of their liberty but put through a comprehensive programme of psychotherapy, education and consistent, strict discipline.

Within eight years being convicted the then-teenagers – equipped with A-levels and an ability to speak fluently about emotions and remorse – convinced parole boards that they were ready to be freed.  The brothers behind the Edlington torture case are the most notorious British child criminals since Venables and Thompson.  As much as Mr Cameron would like to use this for political advantage, and as hard as it might be for their victims' families to accept, it is possible that they could turn their lives around...

The Poster Dave Won’t Endorse...

With thanks to Andy Barefoot, make your own here.

Not Thinking...

I had put a few articles both this morning and this evening regarding matters surrounding my life.

However I was not thinking clearly at both times.  An example of not writing your thoughts when you’re emotional in those cases.  As a direct consequence of this, I have deleted these posts.

Lesson to you all.

Night, Night!

Some Home Truths...

Good Evening,

I was going to discuss the forthcoming election in this country, however as with all things it seems right now – things are somewhat forced by events in my own personal life and I want to take this opportunity with a day off tomorrow, to do some soul-searching via the medium of this blog.

As I watch the game against the Yids at the Coliseum this evening, it has become apparent that both my mother and sister are sniping at the sidelines at each other for the most retarded of reasons – now I haven’t exactly had the best day at work, so it is not what is really wanted by myself at this moment in time. 

I have to think carefully about what I say on this blog, because I think I have made it pretty clear that I do say some controversial things on this blog – about my political, religious and ideological viewpoints, the way that I see the world around me, from my family and friends and how I interact with them, to how other people treat each other – and try to use this space that I have to give out my own form of a manifesto for life.

The main thing that I have been criticised by some of my peers, is that I am constantly at the beck and call of my family – this is hard to explain and I cannot any longer treat this blog with the reverence that I have done in the past without explaining some home truths. 

I will not be revealing any this evening, because I am a bit emotional right now, and I have found to my cost, in recent times that posts and longer essays should be best done when you are in a clear mind, with no negative vibes going on your head, because that is when you can be at your most clear and concise, without any bullshit smudging the words.

What I will say however is this, what I am going to be revealing is things that are not nice, however I think it is time, that they are known – there are people that I have known for years who do not have a clue at the life that I have had. 

I believe that it is time that they know just why I am who I am.

That Monday Feeling...

Morning,

Really don't want to head into work this morning - just feels like it was yesterday that I was leaving work on Saturday afternoon.

Still I'm not going to have a day off now until the 30th January - the weekend after I get paid.

Think the Red Bull might be useful this morning...


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The Elephant In The Room

Afternoon,

There has been much back-slapping and self-congratulatory comment from various Labour Ministers in the past week, regarding the notion that ethnic minorities are not as prejudiced against now, as compared to 10 years ago.  All very good, I would say – however what cannot be said is that the government has done much in regards of getting rid of the discrimination that still exists – probably more so than it did 10 years back – Class.

To say that a person’s race affects their opportunities in society less than factors such as class and gender is now, I think, to state the obvious. In a way it is also a welcome development because it shows our society has become much more progressive on race issues: though it’s still a problem that how much a child’s parents earn still matters.

In many parts of the country, but particularly down here in the South, educational attainment and health outcomes are still shaped strongly by socio-economic status and social class.  The elephant in the room is something that up till now, this government has failed in its responsibility to work towards a classless society.  That disadvantage can be a greater handicap than the prejudice that is experienced by some people from minority ethnic groups.

One of the most fundamental questions that surrounds this issue however is this.

Why is it only now that this Labour Government has decided to start talking about the White Working Class, when it has had almost 13 years to work towards the classless society that those of us on the Left yearn for?

The answer has to be Political expediency.

Labour has so far attempted to force social mobility upon the country with headline grabbing stunts such as compelling Oxbridge to take candidates with lower grades. What possible benefit can be gained from such a policy other than the further dilution of university degrees and sub-standard graduates who will ultimately fail in the world of work? Surely the best way to create a more open society is to look lower down the failing education system.

The bottom line is that if you are white – and working-class  – Britain is not necessarily such a pleasant land. Whereas ethnic minorities, especially those who have arrived relatively recently, tend to have high aspirations, stable homes and make great sacrifices to ensure the best education for their children, the same culture does not pervade white working-class families. Their children, particularly the boys, have for many years been out-performed at school by virtually every other social group, and the decline in heavy industrial jobs that once offered a livelihood to young men with no qualifications has compounded their disadvantages. 

But the current Labour leadership just don’t get it.  Most of them are now privately educated, do not come from a trades union background, have little or no connection with working-class people and are increasingly connected to other areas of business, industry and commerce, including the legal profession, and have become professional politicians without any experience of business, industry and commerce.  Hence why yesterday, we saw Chairman Brown desperately seeking the support of the middle-classes – they would rather those nice mummies and daddies vote for them than the underclass who truly needs the government support in the current economic climate.  But that would be too difficult for Brown to do...

It is impossible not to take a cynical view of Mr Denham's somewhat belated recognition of the parlous position of the white working classes. These are the traditional supporters of Labour's heartland, the "core vote" that Gordon Brown is desperate to retain, who feel badly let down by the Government and are turning to the BNP. 

It will rank as one of the greatest stains on his premiership that such extremists were able to gain an electoral foothold in our country – for in the end, that is the true legacy of Labour's years in power.

 

A Bit Inappropriate!

Just seen this lying on the pavement down the road from where we live...

It is in regards to some form of get together of one of those happy-clappy Christian groups.


The Arabic Translation for 'The Base' is Al-Qaeda...

Whoops!

Contradictions...

Afternoon,

Why is it that Chairman Brown has been spending the most part of today trying to shore up the middle class voters that New Labour got back in 1997.  Surely even he knows that, that is a waste of time and effort on his part! 

He has said that the party wants to create "more middle class jobs than ever before".  But by saying what he has said this afternoon, he is almost certainly making sure that the core support of the party, the working classes are going to continue to disaffected by the way that the party continues to whore itself to any fucker who is willing to pay.  Just like 1997...

By stating that he is not going to wage a class war in the upcoming election, he is pretty much tossing away the votes of the working class into the hands of the Liberal Democrats or worse still, the far right.

He has also said that he expects only 10% of the jobs created in the next decade will be “unskilled” but it is those unskilled workers of which the party should be caring about the most and not the fucking stuck-up, look up their fucking nose to the underclass middle-classes.

It is fucking obvious to everyone, except Chairman Brown – that New Labour in it’s current form is dead.  Fuck the middle classes, and fuck the fucking bankers – and start concentrating on supporting the very people of whom the party was set up for in the first place.

The Workers.

Some Idiotic Quotes…

The Haitians "were under the heel of the French. You know, Napoleon III and whatever," - "And they got together and swore a pact to the devil. They said, 'We will serve you if you will get us free from the French.' True story. And so, the devil said, 'OK, it's a deal.' "

The ridiculous Pat Robertson…

I want you to remember it took [Obama] three days -- three days -- to respond to the Christmas Day Fruit of Kaboom bomber. Three days. And when he came out after those three days, he was clearly irritated that he had to do it. He didn't want to do it. He comes out here in less than 24 hours to speak about Haiti....Oh, this is what he lives for. He lives for serving those in misery. ... This will play right into Obama's hands -- humanitarian, compassionate. They'll use this to burnish their -- shall we say -- credibility with the black community, in the both light-skinned and dark-skinned black community, in this country. It's made-to-order for 'em. That's why he couldn't wait to get out there. Could not wait to get out there.

Another right-wing nutjob, Rush Limbaugh…

I’ve always thought that the conservative movement in the United States were led by pathetic idiots. 

I was wrong…

They are vile, immoral leeches.  Saying they're stupid or ignorant is giving them too much credit.

The Worst Place In The World For It To Happen…

Good Evening,

No doubt by now you would have heard of the hideous catastrophe that has happened in Haiti, formerly the poorest nation in the Western Hemisphere.

And that is saying something…

Just after 9pm London time last night, a tremor measuring some 7.0 on the Richter scale struck some 10 miles south-west of the capital, Port-au-Prince.

It is a country which has been ravaged by war and poverty for most of its history – and therefore it’s infrastructure is next to non-existent – so much so that according to reports out there, the Parliament and Tax Office in the capital are amongst the buildings which have collapsed. 

Even the Presidential Palace has been pretty much reduced to rubble.

"There are a lot of schools that have a lot of dead people in them."

Those are the words of the Haitian President. 

Have they suffered the ultimate insult, the wiping out of an entire generation in one unforgiving moment.

Let them be in your thoughts this evening.

It's Snowing...again!

Morning,

I've woken up to the inevitable knashing of teeth from my sister, imploring that I should go along the shop to show that I am a good brother?

Why would she be thinking like that, considering what I already do for her.

Ah, it's snowing...



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Strange and Odd

Evening,

Had a surreal few moments whilst at work this morning.  It involved speaking to an gentleman who had a problem, and whilst dealing with it and eventually after 10 minutes of talking with him about the query, began calling me Guv’nor and Boss amongst other expressions.

Only one person has ever called me that.

Unfortunately, I haven’t seen my father for some five years pretty much, and for a moment this morning -  I could not help but shed a tear for my father and it was a private moment, no one saw it.  I doubt they would have noticed it, but still it happened and I have to ask myself why did that happen. 

Do not get me wrong, I think the way my mother has helped me through my depression and suicidal tendencies in the aftermath of my father leaving home, was nothing short of amazing. 

The way that Dad left home was explicitly sudden and without some form of explanation at the time left me traumatised for several years and for that period I was pretty much unemployable – the difference in me now, compared to 10 years ago, is fucking frightening. 

Sometimes in life, terrible things happen and yet above the rubble, we rise up and become better people…

It’s the same with my ever continuing weight problems, been trying to convince that I was planning indulging over Christmas, but fuck me it’s almost three weeks since fucking Christmas, and how many times have I’ve been there since then.

Oooh, I can just about count them on my hand…

Seriously, I need to get focussed on the coming months of events, we’ve got a wedding involving my mate Shiv and her other half Rob down in Lydd in the middle of March and the aim is to get down towards 13 stone for the big day.  I have got my eyes on a terrific three piece suits from Allsaints for the ceremony and don’t want to be looking like some fucking fat cunt from the Full Monty.

So we’re going to be at the gym tomorrow afternoon, as soon as I finish at the gym, and probably take in some classes specifically to get rid of the fucking spare tyre which seems to be growing at a alarming rate.

Still, according to the scales, I’m still around the 14 stone mark.  Must be all the push-ups that I have been doing…

Mind how you go.

A Personal Idea

I’ve been thinking the last few weeks about ways of expressing my innermost thoughts, when I am at my lowest points.  As I have stated in previous posts, I have suffered from bouts of depression ever since my last 18 months at school on the Isle of Wight, so that would be for the past 12 years or so.

I have recently bought a small pad to note down words, feelings, expressions of thought that I have during the day, and either via my laptop or my mobile (and you’ll know when I’m writing from the iPhone because the text will be much closer together and pretty jumbled!)

I will note my first musings imminently, within the hour or so.

But first, the new series of Survivors is on the Beeb, that needs watching first!

Out Of Africa

No one can help but be disturbed by the dramatic pictures coming out of Angola on Friday night, with players from the small West African nation of Togo cowering in terror after being shot upon by guerrillas in the disputed region of Cabinda. The likes of Manchester City's Emmanuel Adebayor hiding on the team bus as a gun battle ensued for half hour between the rebels and the teams own convoy of security.

It has to be said that the way that the Togoese team has reacted with grace and dignity - remember one of their goalkeepers is in intensive care in a Johannesburg hospital as I write this.

However, as dastardly a attack on Sport as this is, it cannot under any circumstances be allowed to undermine not just the tournament in Angola - but the World Cup finals being staged in South Africa in June. To allow that to happen would be to give succour to the bastards who launched this unprovoked terrorist attack.

Yet I am seeing certain ill-informed individuals pontificating on the channels stating that it will only give hope to such groups wanting to launch a spectacular at those finals - questioning whether or not the finals should be happening in Africa in the first place.

But then ask the likes of Essien, Drogba and Adebayor and those before them. Weah, Kanu amongst the African greats.

People do not have a clue just what having the greatest show on earth on their continent will do to the African psyche. Make no mistake within a decade, Cote D'Ivoire or Ghana will probably have won the World Cup and the inevitable will become a reality.

Africa will become the 21st century heartbeat of World Football.

How The Winter Of 2009 Is Affecting Europe…

Germany's Civil Protection Office (BBK) says heavy snowfalls expected on Saturday could trigger local power cuts and severely disrupt public transport.

France is also braced for more snow. Meteo France warned: "The amount of snow expected is significant, exceptional even".

In the meantime East Herts councils are advising residents that it may be a good idea to carry an umbrella with them if going out on Sunday.....just in case!

Beautiful.

An Advance Warning…

 

Don’t Say You Wasn’t Warned…

It’s Election Time…But Not As We Know It

Yeah, I know!  The General Election is probably more than four months away but already Call Me Dave has fired the pistol for the most technologically advance election campaign in British Political History.  And as we saw with the election of Obama in America and the ongoing movement for change in Iran – the internet is going to have a massive bearing on how the election is fought and won.

The setting could hardly have been more traditional as David Cameron launched the Conservative party's election campaign on Saturday in a quiet corner of rural Oxfordshire. Cameron spoke in a converted farm building and received polite applause. There was no razzmatazz. "It was a bit like a constituency event," said an one of Cameron’s many aides.

So full of blue-rinsed cunts…

At the last election, in May 2005, social networking sites were known to few. Facebook was largely unheard of and Twitter had yet to be invented. YouTube had been in existence for barely months. Blogs were in their infancy (mine, was first set up in February of that year) and political bloggers such as Guido Fawkes and Liberal Conspiracy, now hugely influential in the flow of news, had yet to evolve. All parties used email, but beyond that the internet remained as undeveloped as a Conservative Manifesto.

Election 2010 will show how much the world has changed – and how susceptible election outcomes now are to the unpredictability of events online.  However I don’t think that will be the key aspect to the election campaign – albeit not this time around.

The agreement of all three party leaders to hold three 90-minute US-style television debates during the campaign reflects the public thirst for direct access to political discussion – and adds to the sense of unpredictability. It is particularly good news for the third party in the polls, the Liberal Democrats, who are delighted that Nick Clegg, a good media performer, will have the chance to compete on equal terms alongside Brown and Cameron. A strong performance could notch his party well up in the ratings.

And that could spell trouble for both Brown and Cameron…

My prediction: I think the Tories will win, but it is NOT going to be the raging landslide that all of those suckers think it will be.  And there will be some very uncomfortable viewing for all of us on the Left.

Mind how you go.

Need To Refresh This…

As much as I love the current format, I think that it needs to have a re-vamp to try and take advantage of all of my various accounts that I have at the moment – whether that is Facebook, Twitter or my new LinkedIn account.

Probably will do some design work on Photoshop tonight and see what I can do.

Now watching the Redmen play Reading in the cup.  So far there has been no shocks in the third round today – but the way LFC are playing right now, I can see that not being the case by the end of tonight…